Monday, January 01, 2007
[*wA.Lk .oF .fAi.tH*] ...the new year has arrived and yet, i still feel unprepared for what this year brings with it. the As, the workload and the responsibilities are looming and as much as i try, i can't help feeling scared for this year. i need to walk with faith and close to God. i need to trust Him.
sometimes i wish i could stop time and not grow up. i like the idea of living in a fairytale so as much as possible, i try to live my life like one. i keep believing that the things around me are always beautiful and everything around me is nice and sweet, that the world or at least the people around me are all nice and sweet and my life will be like a castle on a cloud with rainbows and stars.
my life will be busy. i don't know what God has install for me this year. and i guess i'm one who doesn't like uncertainties too. the feeling is just tormenting and painful. but i guess the consolation is that no matter what, i have God with me and i'll be alright.
well, that's all for today. take care and HAPPY NEW YEAR!
love,
cheryn ...
to celine: thanks dear! i'll do my best to be happy. i'll see you in school and be happy too yar?
posted at 1/01/2007 10:51:00 pm
